self-loathing

It's called self-loathing, and partly explains why it's such an angry country.

Endless sprawl of fixtures fills cups with thin gruel and a bad taste | Paul Hayward 2011

The worst thing about all this is the self-loathing and crippling fear that underscores this whole situation.

Pat LaMarche: Music Ending for Homeless Composer Pat LaMarche 2012

New theory: The world has been secretly filled with a huge number of closet Star Trek fans all this time, all waiting for the right moment to shed their self-loathing and strut their stuff in public.

Outed « Gerry Canavan 2009

Maybe you feel a little self-loathing too, as if you gave up on a new year's resolution you'd really hoped would stick.

WRITING QUESTION: WRITER'S BLOCK odysseyworkshop 2010

Thereafter, the emergence of prohibited emotion is experienced as a failure to embody the required ideal, an exposure of the underlying essential defectiveness or badness, and is accompanied by feelings of isolation, shame and self-loathing.

Robert D. Stolorow: What Is Character and How Does it Change? Robert D. Stolorow 2012

Thereafter, the emergence of prohibited emotion is experienced as a failure to embody the required ideal, an exposure of the underlying essential defectiveness or badness, and is accompanied by feelings of isolation, shame and self-loathing.

Robert D. Stolorow: What Is Character and How Does it Change? Robert D. Stolorow 2012

As always you're going to be shoving your way through a crowded mall or avenue with a bunch of other hapless self-loathing procrastinators, hauling bags of illogical gifts seemingly picked at random.

It's a Holly Jolly Football Schedule Jason Gay 2011

The worst thing about all this is the self-loathing and crippling fear that underscores this whole situation.

Pat LaMarche: Music Ending for Homeless Composer Pat LaMarche 2012

The worst thing about all this is the self-loathing and crippling fear that underscores this whole situation.

Pat LaMarche: Music Ending for Homeless Composer Pat LaMarche 2012

Thereafter, the emergence of prohibited emotion is experienced as a failure to embody the required ideal, an exposure of the underlying essential defectiveness or badness, and is accompanied by feelings of isolation, shame and self-loathing.

Robert D. Stolorow: What Is Character and How Does it Change? Robert D. Stolorow 2012